Delusion..

Half-awake, this morning, I was comforted by the feeling of a body beside me. Drowsily, I reached behind my head to run my fingers through A's hair as he slept. As I rolled over, however, to cuddle into his arms, I was disappointed to find that it wasnt A beside me. It was Heath. I cuddled up to Heath, anyway, but it wasnt the same. Nothing will ever be able to compare to the warmth, comfort and security of waking up in A's arms; a warmth, comfort and security that I will never feel again.